Chaos

I have no idea ... where anything is but found the wine. Phew...

The two men, Mike and Andrew, and van arrived this morning and we packed up and headed over. My friend and her husband came and helped out and bought some soup and we had lunch at the new spot.
Eileen, opposite, came out for the first time since her last hospital admission. She’s been in and out of hospital since the Veneerings left; she said she had felt so poorly she had just wanted to walk in the lake but is on the mend again. She was feeling very unhappy that my landlord lives so far away and seems to care so little for the place and sorry I was leaving. Me too.
There’s still a lot to do in both places but the tipping point has tipped.
When I went back to get everything I needed for work tomorrow I was undecided about P’s ashes ... to stay watching over our home, or to come over to the new place today? When I thought about it, it seemed too lonely to leave him there. It suddenly feels empty. I thought if he were alive he’d be with me, so here he is. I think it will be okay.

Thank you all for all the love for yesterday’s blip and that brief glimpse of the world between this one and the next.

... later...it all feels a bit weird. I’ve just looked out and everyone seems to be in bed with lights out ... and its hot (well, it’s all relative to what I’ve been used to).