Door Decoration

This is me trying to feel Christmas is a happy time.
But for me it brings back bad memories of years.
I try hard and I put on a smiling face
Sing with the Walton Feel Good Choir
But inside I am waiting for it all to pass I just want it to be January 2022
I wish I could have a pill and wake up next year then my smile would be genuine but it’s just a mask.