That time

It's that time again.
First night of the winter retreat.

Shattered (usefully) (all defences down) from two hours sleep last night.

Two teachings and inquiries on:
Personal Will and (True) Autonomy

Support of "Father" [whoever supported your true will and autonomy, regardless of their gender or relationship to you]

Sheesh!

Somehow grounding to post here rather than pursue elusive sleep on the afternoon break.