Fixing

Wore my new dress today. Put on lipstick. Told myself it wasn't a waste.
Sat about the house, waiting for my parents.
We went for dinner - I cried in the pub.
Spent two HOURS in Tesco buying food for the week.

Was on Skype until 4am talking to two very close, very special friends who I haven't seen in a long time. Fell asleep on Skype, didn't feel alone.