Camera Shake.

Brings a whole new meaning to the term, I suppose.

Today was day one of the diet. I have consumed.

- a bowl of crunchy nut
- 3 new potatoes and a slice of roast pork
- 2 yorkshire puddings
- a milkshake

Today has been a day of an aching stomach, but not in sickness, but in sadness, aching for time lost, aching to go back to days I remember being unbelievably happy in. I feel like nothing has changed, it often takes me a minute to remember I no longer have her, and my group of friends, i dont go to that school, I am lost, and I am old.

I have sat all day wondering what to think. I need to get high again, it is all that makes me happy at the minute.