Wednesday

Everything is falling apart, my life is getting smaller.
DVLA won't renew my license before talking to my GP and psychiatrist. I fear my license may be taken away after Junes episode.
My benefits have been cut after the £20 a week bonus is stopped.
My therapist told me to contact her end of summer to talk about re starting. She's not answering my email.
Park today and got stuck weeding again on my own. Came up to the top garden where they had just finished tea and birthday cake. They had forgotten I was down there.

Is life really worth fighting for? At the moment no.

I am so angry, hurt and upset at everything.

Oh and I nearly cut this little thing in half as I jabbed a weed out.