Tiny.....

..... Fir cones. But look far bigger in this picture!!!

I took DN2 for a walk this morning before it got too hot. Still no sign of Bubba despite trying absolutely everything to get her going as she's now 41+5 days!!! She has now resigned herself to being induced on Wednesday (beds and staff depending) and appears quite accepting that this seems likely which is great. However she did really well today. She steamed up a hill at a faster rate than I did and she seems to be full of energy and feels great. 

It was great to be out with her. I've been a bit down in the dumps at home for the last few days. I'm struggling with the fact Mr W doesn't get on with her. Doesn't ask about her. Doesn't know whether or not she's had the baby, doesn't know that as a Mummy I'm worried about her being so late. Its like he's stripped the excitement of becoming a Grannie again away from me and just will not entertain even a single mention of her. Breaks my Heart and I fear will break us. I love him dearly but my family come 1st. Always will. I don't need sympathy, advice or bad words against him. I'm just documenting how I'm feeling.

DN1's partner is feeling worse today after testing +ve for Covid last week. His blood sugars have gone a bit mad. DN1 is wondering at what point does she call the Dr or 111 or even an ambulance. Despite being a retired Nurse, I don't feel I remember enough the complexities of  Diabetes to be able to help but told her just to do what she feels she needs to do. She's keeping a very close eye on his blood sugars but is finding it really tough being cooped up at home with a baby and a sick partner. Testing times for us all I guess. 

But on the plus side - the weather is better and mud is going!!!!

Here is the Challenge List if you Fancy taking part!
1.    New
2.    White
3.    Feet
4.    Flower
5.    Sleeping
6.    Tiny
7.    Cotton
8.    Steps
9.    My Favourite....
10.  Looking Down
11.  Cake
12.  Family
13.  Numbers
14.  Wood
15.  2pm
16.  On Your Plate
17.  Handmade
18.  Heart
19.  Animal
20.  Mug
21.  Reflection
22.  Open
23.  Landscape
24.  Bokeh
25.  A Picture
26.  Above me
27.  Water
28.  Pattern
29.  Autumn
30.  A Selfie !!

Tag your entries HFSept2021