Unweary

There is a weariness around just now which I attribute largely to lockdown. There is an understandable hesitation about making use of the lifting of regulations announced today.
I forgot my mask today and had to go into the petrol station holding a hankie over my mouth and nose and apologising to the cashier. I also wanted to tell her that I am tested for COVID regularly, had both vaccinations and my antibodies are cool. I wanted to shout out to the other customers (all masked) that it was alright and they shouldn’t be frightened. But that would have frightened them.
I need some unwearying activities.