Rip

I am still struggling to talk it seems when I am startled that some words come out but otherwise I am still not managing to speak.

Steve and Asha went to Bangor and I'm between my lunch carer and my sit in carer I received via Facebook some sad news about someone who has offered and given me an awful lot of support over the last few years with his wit and comedy and empathy.. Resulting hysterics when sit in carer arrived. She got hold of S and arranged to pick him up so that I could have the comfort I needed and this followed a long hug from Steve and Asha. Followed by a chip sandwich.

I just can't seem to stop crying now though ... Hopefully I will feel better tomorrow but right now there is a massive hole both in my heart and on my Facebook... Unless you have been bed bound for a few years and unable to use a telephone or go outside... I doubt you can really appreciate how close you can get to those Facebook friends... They really do become your life....