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Recently relocated. Been about 2 weeks and feeling nicely settled in my new locale. Was up at 4 this morning, predictably thanks to last night's activities.
Heard vague murmerings outside as if it would rain and had a pleasant anticipation of hearing how the rain sounds from inside my room. Sadly, it was only spitting occasionally by the time I went to work.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oxwTaTtMxec (song starts at about 40 seconds)

This morning, in the wee hours, I woke with the though ' I guess I won't do trainings either '. Subsequently drifted off and woke to a dream of S saying ' but we can't train without you '. Saw how the day went, and was strangely, unusually, happy for recent months. So no training for me tonight. Will speak to MG about it. Honestly, I don't think I can be happy around them. Can't have a conversation with most of them...how can I be my joyfully raucous self around them. That would be much too intimate, and they'd never believe it anyway. MG will inject some balance. I'm really much better when there are tempering forces around me with absolute regularity.