Bawling bench

Not the best of days, didnt sleep well, woken early by noises outside.......really weepy today.

Made myself go for a walk, sat on the bench opposite the church, a few more tears, got a coffee, more tears, walked home, walked into the empty house, lots more tears.

Daughter came round, brought me some of her afternoon tea from the caterer we are thinking of using, it was really nice, so thats sorted. She also brought me a gift, My blip from fhe 3rd on a small canvas for my bedroom wall...more tears.

Spent the last 3/4 hours writing words in readiness for our meeting with the civil celebrant who will deliver hubs eulogy...... feeling exhausted now.

A hot drink now then bed...hopefully sleep,will follow!