Ghost

At the moment I am very fond of over exposing my photos. I like the sightly bleached, ghostly look of this. This was my one little offering of bravery today ( a self portrait) as I am feeling far from bonny at the moment. Too little sleep, too much work. Not enough skill with make up.

I love having a uniform for work and not having to think about what I'm putting on at 6 in the morning. But I wish it was more attractive. I feel like I'm dressing up - that I'm in costume. My women are always commenting on how young I look (though am older than a fair few) and how different I look in my ID badge photo. I relish wearing my own clothes (and jewellery!) on uni days or days off (ha! not many), but I don't half feel like it's an overdose of me. I'm working on marrying these two aspects of myself together; the work blank canvas and just me. It's odd. The edges of myself keep moving. It's hard to keep up.

So, today, just a necklace.