All shall be well. And All will be well...

It was 4 o’clock in the morning. Fully awoke. Excited because of these new developments. Could not fall asleep again. Listening to a bird in the forestgarden. I get up. There are still a lot of things to undertake. Opening the curtains Moonlight came shining into the room. Ah, full moon, let us see on the balcony. It was wonderful. Pitchdark was the night. And the moon shone through the black branches of Our Guardian Oak.
After making tea, I went outside again. Now in the darkness of our backyard and the terrace. What an experience. It was not cold anymore.  Behind me, high up somwhere in the dark an owl was calling sofly. Opposite the moon. The magic was breathtaking. This unspeakable atmosphere, expressing and confirming this unique breakthrough experience that woke me up. Feeling consciously being unconditionally accepted in the totality of my life. And of Our life together with Willemien an Mischa&Dolf. Affirming all this with a heartful Yes!.
This all is given but by the Grace of G’d. Feeling wonderfully happy in a bit painful way. Feeling enthousiastic in a liberating and humble way. Not exalted, but spiritually high in a open and healthy way. You might call this a miracle. This transformation of mourning. Out of deep sorrow a sense of awe and wonder arises. Free now to enjoy life again. Honoring the colourful fruits of Our Love. It is all okay, I said to Mischa on the Phone, later this morning. All our mishaps, traumas, misfortunes, losses included. This is Life, Our unique Life to Love.