Crazy as it seems, it feels like going back to the beginning again. I know it isn’t but it feels such a wrench. I guess it’s operates on so many complicated levels - smell, comfort, enclosed and embracing, bubbled, wrapped around, a sense of us ... so many and so much.
I got too downhearted in the morning so forced myself out and walked too much and In terrain I wasn’t really equipped for. I felt a bit foolhardy but luckily was fine. I kept thinking I’d just check a bit further and then got to a point of no return so had to push on. Bit like life, I guess.