Morning walk before the storm

I didn’t sleep well last night so when the chaos began around 6am I decided to get up and go for a walk. Much later I found myself listening to a podcast and pondering the world at the moment. The school aren’t shutting. I am sure that is a bad thing. The rates are so high locally, I can’t risk sending the girls in. Now to juggle appointments, rotas, decisions etc etc etc.
Came back to more chaos. After much sorting we went out for a bike ride. I stood and said......why do i bother?? There was so much moaning it was untrue. It blows my brain.
We came home and both had a nap. Thank heavens although you always pay for that at bedtime.
Playtime. Dinner time. Bathtime. Blocked toilet with a full loo roll time????
I am exhausted and sick of all the moaning and juggling and everything. Three days into the new year and the only thing going well is not eating cakes, biscuits, crisps or drinking wine. Everything else is as it was before jumbled and a bit rubbish.