Day 31


Gratitude - I honestly thought I would feel more resolved by now? at least more of the time than I do.  


yet so much love has come to me, all these many flowers now gone by but still lovely in their way, gifts that come still, so many notes and cards and calls and texts and emails.  


the year has been so so difficult for people all around the world, so many deaths, so many people with long term bad symptoms, and so on - but on the other hand,


the love of humans - i am sitting in a puddle of that and I am so 


grateful.


thank you - you have been stalwart friends.