Day 27


wouldn't you think;
that a widow would not first learn through reading a memoir of another widow (Joyce Carol Oates) that she needs to file something to do with the will of her beloved with her state Supreme Court.


wouldn't you think ;
that the state which is notified on the worst night of the widow's life, the night her beloved left her forever, that the state which got notification and some how got that to the Federal goverernment as her beloved retired from the Dept of Commerce and they withdrew his pension payment issued on Dec 1 on Dec 2 - Beloved died on Nov 30.


wouldn't you think that very same state;
might have some kind of outline of things to attend to for the widow of the beloved who we know is hardly in her best frame of mind.  because that filing whatever it is, which this widow hopes to understand tomorrow, the 28th day of her beloved's leaving, is due on the 30th day.


wouldn't you think?  




(this widow is not angry, simply amazed, plus glad that the longest saddest weekend she can remember ever is almost done)