Rain and darkness

I walked home from work in the darkness tonight, it was raining and I got quite cold and wet.

My last month at Disney English is starting, in some ways I am really grateful for leaving and in some ways I also didn't think it would be this hard. One of my kids started crying tonight because she was sleepy and I just pulled her into my arms and she calmed down and after a few minutes stopped crying. There was that moment when she buried her little nose in my shoulder right underneath my chin and for a moment that made me sad. When I went down and talked to my kids parents there was a nice pit in the hole of my stomach and I was reminded that I love them. No I will not renew I dealt with DE for long enough but at the same time there was that moment.

Walking home in the rain I felt like this flower. I felt like I was coming out of the darkness, that there was finally light ahead and I am ready to find some of thet hings I've lost again. So heres to fresh starts even when we lose some of the things we love. I'll miss my first set of students, but with time I am sure that I will get over it.