it was so close today. I had a bit of a panic about the ache in my back...to add to the constant panic about everything else in my body. more fluids helped in the evening so maybe I’m dehydrated. hope so. we watched the dennis neilsen thing with david tennant which is good and went for a nice walk up to the seat at night. daisy had her first online college lesson today, she was so nervous but it went well and hopefully she’ll settle in with it as it goes on. peg did her college course too, she’s loving it.