growing up

Today I taught Sarah how to walk in heels, starting from really short ones to lengthy, 3 inches ones. Take it slow, I would tell her. We'll start from the beginning.
Walk slowly, one step in front of another.
Now let's move onto a higher one.


Sometimes, I still feel like I can't fit into the shoes God has prepared for me. All these responsibilities, people to satisfy, goals to fulfill... But praise Him for His patience in letting me grow and taking it step by step.

I want to show the world that hasn't seen my broken side. That I'm not God in the way I can be there all the time for anyone. I can't love like Him nor can I love anyone fully like Him.

I've always blamed myself for all these unfulfilled desires from others, but after my 6 months in Taiwan, God gave me the realization that I was meant to never fulfill those. Only He can.