Worrying woodlice

Today I found very tough, not sure what changed other than perhaps putting a lot of homeschooling pressure on myself but feeling tired with the battle before id even started today. Every day feels like a fight, a persuasion, bomb disposal with these three trying to do some of the work school set each week. Also getting messages from the teachers congratulating certain kids in class on their achievements just makes me feel even worse when I haven’t made Sammy do it and also like I’m doing him a disservice.
So today we read a little and did a little maths but it was hard to just do that. So we baked raisin and oat cookies and search for woodlice. After dinner we went for a cycle and dropped bags of cookies on our friends doorsteps. I feel a bit happier going to bed tonight than I did waking this morning.