HELLO!

Hello everyone.
I must apologise for being absent from Blip for so long. I haven't caught up with your journals or updated my own for a while. I've just been finding life quite difficult at the moment, both logistically and emotionally. I started radiotherapy at the same time as the snow - and then struggled to get from here to Newcastle every day (about 70 miles there and back) in treacherous conditions. It really took it out of me, as I'm not the most confident driver at the best of times. Anyway, the snow has now gone (thank goodness) so I'm finding the cancer commute a little easier!
I've got 4 more treatments to have. I've felt very alone recently. I'm still in the cancer bubble. And even though the loneliness of this illness is often very upsetting, I'm not quite sure that I'm ready to leave it yet.

I'm still writing but it's slower than it was. I think I'm just worn out.

Love to you all.