Blue.

It’s funny how time allows you to process things especially in lockdown. I’ve been afforded many deep thought provoking moments in the last few weeks.
I have decided I still don’t like the phrases:
Time is a healer
It was meant to be
Fate plays a part.
It would probably be wise not to use those phrases with me.
I do however describe sometimes the walk through life as carrying a really heavy bag over one shoulder and every now and then trying to move it to the other shoulder to balance the strain.
I don’t think loss gets easier. I don’t think time heals me. I think maybe I am a fraction less angry but only a little.
A lovely phrase I heard about covid was we are all in the same storm but in different boats. I thought that was brilliant.
I also heard a good phrase about grief and how it’s about being at sea and knowing the waves will come. It was spot on. Too long to put here.