02042020 20th Corona isolation day

Gosh.
I've been home for 20 days. Yesterday I was doing okay, today's been rough. I miss going for walks. I miss smelling the ocean. I'm so tired of this atmosphere where people are watching each others and the police is watching us. Some people have been apparently ticketed for unjustly (not in our town). I guess the police are tired of people breaking the rules, but that means that when ever I go out, even when I have a just reason, I'm looking over my shoulder if the police are coming and are they gonna talk to me. It really is like living in a police state.

Also there doesn't seem to be any light at the end of the tunnel yet.

Yesterday Spain went over 100 000 positive cases. Today we got to new record in deaths. 950 deaths in 24 hours. Before that it was 4 days over 800 deaths. These numbers are insane. In Spain there's 46 million people. In the corona cases it's now number 3 worldwide. USA is number one and Italy number 2. We are only 5000 behind Italy, even if they got a jump start in Europe. Italy is 60 million people and USA is 327 million people. (all rough numbers)

I don't think I've accomplished anything today. Well I did bake a bread in the morning and then made lunch. Oh I did wash floors. Mostly I've been in a mood. After some training I felt better, but this still feels grim today.

At least the sky was beautiful this morning.