Wandering

Sometimes it feels as though I am just
Wandering
Other times it feels like I am completely
Lost
Then it feels like I am moving
Backwards.
Sometimes I just wish time would
Stop.
I wish that life would move a little
Slower
Maybe then I could take a closer look
At all the things I want to do better
At all the things I just can't quite understand
Maybe then things would feel a little
Clearer
Maybe then I wouldn't feel buried
Under the weight of my own mountain of
Thoughts.
Sometimes it feels like I am just
Wandering,
Other times it just feels like I am
Lost.