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The non-rational is found in the opacity of the here and now, in the
actual empirical existence which is just as it is and not otherwise.
Why is it not otherwise? Why is it at all? What is this is-ness? Isn't it simply nothing, or rather nothingness, the unknowable, indispensable Void? What could be more absurd, "non-rational," meaningless?
The mind of man, which he did not ask to be given, demands a reason and a meaning-this is its self-defining cause-and yet it finds itself in the midst of a radically meaningless existence. The result: impasse.
And
nausea.