Strange Day

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Yesterday (Saturday) was a very strange day. My feelings about many things were very conflicted. A status on fb turned into an excited conversation about my return to England. I then had to hide it so nobody from Hungary could read it. I don't want them to see how excited I am. I am terrified of it. Unsure if I'm doing the right thing. Scared of what the future will hold. But I am excited. Very excited. In a way I want the next 5.5 months to go as fast as possible. I know in 5 months I'll be sad and wish that I hadn't wished them away faster. But ooooooooooo.

Relationships were another messed up thing in my brain yesterday. But maybe that's a story for another day blip diary.

I spent the day at home yesterday. Relaxing, looking at the snow, working and dreaming about the future.