My beautiful boy

He is upset that I went away :-(
But so happy I am back. With much love
I have to say that I am not a happy bunnie
But I am reeling myself in. And I have to say all is not well in my mind. I try to tell myself that this is the way it must be. But my mind says just —————-\ that person.
And while I feel this way I am not moving on am I.
Today I am told my beloved Hollypops has HFMD. SUCH A HORRIBLE thing to happen bless her. :-(