So is this me

Phobia of Christmas
Sounds like me
Help from talk therapy not heard of that one
Hypnosis could perhaps ask in drs.........
Can stem from childhood from an early age my childhood was not great and my earliest memories I was always ill and put to bed.
Today is the 3rd anniversary of when my partner of 28 years pushed me out the front door. I think now it was the best thing he had ever done for me. Took me a year to realise though.