Snow.

Its been snowing as you can see...
Niamh was SO excited and Archie's little face was full of aw.
Niamh was desperate to get out but since we all have runny noses and sore throats, It was a big no no. Shame, I've been desperate for snow so I could take her out and build a snow man. I hate being stuck in this flat being ill, I hate that the kids havent been outside in days.
Life Is so difficult at the moment and i'm trying to keep positive and I know people are going through a lot worse. I'm looking at the most likely outcome of being a single mother to two children under three, ending a relationship that gave me the two most amazing, and loved children that I have.
I'm trying to get on track and do something for myself. It's just so hard and I was in this exact same place in October and actually I began to sort myself out. I think it was more that I just HAD to get on with it. I couldnt up and leave my kids nor would I ever, I had to pick up the pieces, battle through anxiety issues just to pick up a phone and call a letting agency. If I have to I'll do it again because regardless of how I feel and my fears, I have my two babies to take care of. No fear, no feeling will ever get in the way of being a mother first.

I'm aware not many look at my blip, so wrote this down....

oops.