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On the dog walk this afternoon I saw a pair of deer in the adjacent field but not for long. The dogs were oblivious! 

Brother is with Mum atm. with Dad still in hospital - phone calls but she is nattering about when I  will next go up but I can't live there. I have set up so much, trying to think of every possible eventuality I've astounded myself but am still feeling guilty am not there. I could see this coming too. I can't totally abandon my life and am feeling awful and don't know what to do for the best.

Accounts ...... arrgh all day!