Nettles.

So I did some work on this photo I took of Nettles, I hope you can see how long it took me hah, I don't often go for photographs like these, so I thought I fancied a change. I like the trippy qualities in the leaves how the yellow and purple mix, I just am generally quite proud, so thanks all.

Tonight's a little lonely, just like every other, i'm watching Miranda and sitting thinking about stuff, I am seriously worried that i'm not gonna like someone again for a very long time, its grinding my teeth for me with worry.

I am so tired but I keep having nightmares and I don't mean to whine but i'm just scared, I'm still tired from that night out, and i'm due to meet up with this girl Rebecca tomorrow though i'm not sure what i think. Sigh.

Maybe i'm bi and turning straight, how awkward would that be. I proper loved Bethan so I know I am not straight, but like, maybe she ruined it, maybe she forced me away from girls? Because I sortof like guys more than girls at the minute and I was positively gay.

I can't deal with all this I really fucking can't.