It ain't easy

After an icebreaker finding out what two of my colleagues favourite sport is I was in a fully willing mood to relinquish 3 weeks holidays.

Why do I feel guilt at wanting to hold on to them?

Why when I open my mouth a whole lot of stuff comes out that I hadn't intended. That scares the bejeesus out me.

Full of feeling but i'm not sure I'm helping find a solution to the overall problem really though.