Rage

Not over a lost penny . But over loosing my short term memory. Over and over I encounter situations where I fail because of that. I have to keep track in a written journal/notebook. And have to learn to be disciplined enough to check that book (plus my phone) every day.
I hope that practicing the piano will help.
But even there , it will only work if I practice really every day. One or two days of letting go causes me to have to relearn the notes..,