Baby!

So I guess maybe my journal is going to consist mainly of cats/my cat and I/just my cat for a while. I am single and not ready to mingle, i'm single and confused and alone and petrified of what could be to come. But then again, i feel entirely alone even though I don't want to be with anyone.

So yes this is my cat and I again, I can;'t get enough of her, I love her so much.

Went to see my Hol today which was lovely! I love Holly she's so canny and everyone's so shit to her and she doesn't deserve it at all. Bethan's nasty to her along with her clan, Bethan's not much of a nice person anymore, but I don't really care anymore either.

I cut Molly out my life, she's insatiably irritating.

I need to lose weight I feel utterly disgusting. I'm too heavy and fat and ew. The thought of being with someone sexually makes me feel sick I couldn't physically do it, I need to stop eating and do some excersise. I'll be training as a lifeguard in february so I need to lose the christmas bulk. Ew i'm disgusting.

Anyways, yes, my cat and I. Love her please.