Wednesday

The day has arrived that I have been waiting for since April. My psychiatrist appointment . New centre, new psychiatrist. 
She asked lots of questions; which I  was annoyed at , as all the answers were in my file and notes from the CPN. She asked about work. Financial situation. Also asked about self harm and suicidal thoughts; she didn't react when I told her about my attempted overdose at the weekend. 
She gave me a weekly planner to help my motivation. Woopee! 
It sounded like the appt was coming to an end, and she hadn't mentioned medication. I asked  about it and she said she wasn't planning to talk about medication today as she doesn't know me yet! That was the only thing I wanted to talk about. 
She said she'd set up another appt and send a letter out. In 3 months! 
It's a bloody joke. 
Came out angry and upset and went for a very quick fired up walk by the water.