Trish taking over

Terrible night (nightmare) 4am terrified wake up. Squirming in my bed for ages. Early start. No naps. Despite all that - good afternoon at the beach.
Now crying ‘Mama, Mama, Mama’. Me going in hasn’t helped. This really feels horrid as so reminiscent of the non sleeping days. He’s bloody exhausted & so surely will pass out soon. :(