Tuesday

Today has been awful.
An appt with the OT this morning and she confirmed I am getting discharged on Friday. Despite me saying I'm not ready. Despite me saying I don't want to live anymore. Despite me telling them I've drank a bottle of wine on top of my tablets and taken others.
She said I'm not trying hard enough. Ended up in tears.

Then I had the decider skills group in the afternoon and she was taking this weeks one! I said nothing the whole way through and tried to detach myself as I was close to crying.

I am seeing her on Friday, so no more nurses appts and no appts Wed, Thurs.

This is the 'tiled' corridor down to the group this afternoon.