Gloomy.

Pretty much sums up my mood today, gloomy. Doom and gloom in York.

First day back at work after a roller coaster of a week. It was a struggle. My body was in holiday mode and my head in fuzzy mode. Everything at the moment feels like a complete effort. It's not me being lazy, I just haven't got the energy. I thought work would help me from turning in to the modern day Miss Havisham. It only put off me reaching for the Ben & Jerry's in the freezer. I think Miss H would've felt a lot happier if Estella had popped around with a tub of Chocolate Fudge Brownie.

'The broken heart. You think you will die, but you just keep living, day after day after terrible day.'

~Miss Havisham