Overwhelmed and exhausted already, I came home and randomly decided to have corn on the cob.
I stood respectfully for a while ...
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=kbJcQYVtZMo
Whacked it up to full volume ...cried and felt great shame.
I watched the house martins circle and spin over my head, their white chests flushed pink in the late evening sun.

(Apologies for struggle to keep up here, just feel I’ve jumped in with stones attached to my ankles)