Thankfully......!!!

James G has survived another onslaught of heavy rain....
I did go out and take some weight from it late yesterday afternoon...it’s probably helped ....I was tempted to Blip a picture of the heap of dried out rotted blooms I took off it..
I don’t think I’ve ever seen it so bad....and I have it years...these blooms are not getting a chance to open up to their ‘ballerina skirts’. glory at all this year...!!! Look or read no further than here if you don’t want to hear Annie on a ‘serious moan’...!

It’s surviving but I’m only just about...I’m glad it’s a bright sunny day because otherwise I would be head under
the quilt fairly depressed......saw my ENT man and his Audiologist today....first the hearing test ...and I could see the panic start on her face when she kept raising the decibels and realized I was hearing nothing in my left ear....!!! She was also increasing the ‘whooshing’ and ‘whishing ‘ noises which was in danger of starting the ‘roaring tinnitus ‘....
So she decided I couldn’t tolerate any more of that and moved me swiftly over to his office to see Himself....
There followed at least a 45min discussion and checking on the ear and and he again explained in great detail what is wrong...(basically my left ear is now not functioning at all .meaning all working mechanisms are now collapsed and ‘moulded’ To my inner ear)...causing severe middle and now inner ear damage.....hence the lack of balance, the dizzy, the vertigo and the tinnitus.....I have avoided the micro suction procedure on Jul 2 for the moment due to almost tears at the thoughts of the ‘after effects’ of it again. and the next move is a very detailed ‘wired-up’ hearing test that will last at least an hour and an MRI scan....then discussions about implanted and external hearing aids....so, relieved of a great deal of euros I left to await further developments..!!!!
So, I’m hoping my house changes and renovations will concentrate my mind on other things...cause I’m not looking forward to what’s to happen with the ‘buccaneers’....!
sorry to ramble on...but I’ve been ‘jittery’ all afternoon and it really helps to write it down...!
Annie x