Got up at 5.30 this morning feeling restless. Took a mug of tea up to the Lammermuirs and watched the sun gradually work its way through the haar. It should have been a day to fritter away happily in the sun, but I couldn't get myself comfortable. Too much stuff going around in my head and it will probably get worse before it gets better. But it will get better one way or another. In the meantime Nick is building an Anderson shelter for him and the children to hide in until I give them the all clear ;-)