Monday

Today was the day.
50mins to tell her jow I got to be here, what my childhood, teenage years were. Family friends etc.
I said my main concern was my anxiety and self harm. The therapy she was thinking about wouldn't directly help that but maybe indirectly through chatting about the above. I have to go see her again in 2wks for more chat before we decide what therapy would suit.

A lot to process. I don't know if I can cope going through all my 'stuff' again.