Waiting

First visit to the oncology clinic in ages! They are almost signing me off (although I have 3 seperate appointments in the next two weeks!) so I get examined, told what to look out for in case secondary cancer rears it's ugly head. So they are always at the end of a phone if I have a meltdown. I feel almost as if all this never happened. Like it happened to someone else. Opened a bottle of wine to celebrate tonight. Just the fact it was Friday...