Ill

Urrrgh. Not good timing for N to be away for work. Myself and the Bear are decidedly fluey. We had a terrible night. I eventually resorted to trying cosleeping, even though I know she hates it. Which, of course, was a mistake. My back is suffering today from all the contortion. Feeling quite emotional, but just tired I think.

I have my Mum with me though, and she is a huge help.