Horrendous

Absolutely horrendous visit with dad! I ended up crying....he kept asking to go home and why couldn’t he live with me and he promised to ‘be good’. He was grumpy to a point that I have never seen before. I felt like I was being judged by the staff when I went to chat to them about how dad had been in general....I’m sure they were not judging but it felt like it....urgh, I feel really rubbish and low.