Fondue

On the one hand it was a nice day. Work was quiet and afterwards I met up with Rachel and Chris. We went to a cheese shop and tried fondue, went to the Christmas market and had gluhwein and then went for dinner. So all good.
On the other hand it was horrendous. I am so stressed and getting weird physical symptoms. I don't know what is caused by stress and what isn't. I don't know if any of it is related to the problem I am going to the hospital about next week. I hope not. That would be bad news I think. I don't know if any of it is just random and not connected at all. I do know that all the worry is making me crazy and ill.