I tried harder

I had a coaching session today. It was very revealing...in a good way, I think.

I realised that my creativity is in the process of art rather than the finished product. It's the HOW rather than the WHAT. I was also forced to admit that money is a more of a motivator than I thought it was. Not massively so. I know that because, most of what I create I create for the joy of doing so and it isn't saleable. However, making enough to provide wee holidays for my family is pretty important to me.
The session made me see how art features in every aspect of my life and influences so much of what I do and what I think. Not always in a good way. If I'm having what I now call 'A Blank Wednesday' I can feel awful. But when I'm 'Full of It' I'm literally euphoric.
Lots to mull over :-)