affairs of the heart

the nuts and bolts of today .. finished nite shift at 6 this morning, went to bed,up at 1045 ..went out for lunch /breakfast/dinner or whatever my digestive track decided what it was ... think every morning should start by drinking a pint of lager shandy within a hour of getting out of bed. ... other than that its been going through all my pix from the last few days.... epic..cosmic ! basically havnt expelled alot of energy on movement ... been a funny few weeks by any measure.. any self respecting soap opera writer couldnt come up with a script as wacky as this one. Apart from a plane falling out of the sky onto the town or any other corrie/eastenders /emmerdale plot they could come up with.
Our journey started 14 months ago and you couldnt have plotted a course which has bought us here... many twists and turns ,, some good some not. For some close friends have had the same situation thrusted on their shoulders.. the pain on her face today was heart breaking. coupled with whats happened to another close friend and her situation which played like a off key violin on your nerves makes for a very emotional real life drama . need a long sit down in a dark quiet room.