Today would have been Mum and Dad's Golden Wedding Anniversary. Fifty years together. A lifetime. I saw Mum yesterday and Peter and Andrea were going over after work. Feels very sad thinking about what we would have been doing today, had he not been poorly, had he lived. I still can't really get my head around the fact he is gone. He had so much more of life to live. He always loved a party. That's what we would have been doing today. Having a party.